What's better?!

Ini post bukan tentang galau yang biasa. Bukan galau yang biasa terjadi karena cinta. Bukan juga galau karena ada masalah pelik. Tapi galau tingkat ini lebih luar. Lebih berbobot. Lebih sangar. Dan gak aku banget.


I    n    i      B   u   k   a   n          G                 A                 L                   A                  U   
ya ini sebenernya galau

Ini cuman masalah anak SMA yang bingung mau milih IPS atau IPA. Thats it!
Ya selama ini aku gak pernah sekalipun bahas masalah beginian duluan, karena takut kurang didengar. jadi ya pendem sendiri. emang bukan masalah yang gimana sampe bikin nangis atau apa sih tapi HONESTLY im so fucking confused about this fucking future things.

and honestly..... pikiran itu udah menuhin otakku seminggu penuh! kalau ada waktu buat diem biasanya keinget tentang itu. aku gak tau aku maunya apa. aku juga gak bisa atau belum bisa apa apa. I just want to let it flow, tapi aku gak mau ngecewain orangtuaku kalau misalnya aku masuk IPS, karena sejujurnya aja orangtuaku males ngebiayain kuliahku kalau misal aku ngambil jurusan yang berbau IPS. Gak tau juga kenapa. katanya IPA itu luas padahal kan IPS lebih luas. terus katanya juga IPS itu tentang sosial yang bisa belajar otodidak asal kita mau. ya emang bener sih.

Namanya juga        G                      A                    L                         A                       U   

Bingung mau   P   I     L    I    H     Y   A   N   G   M   A   N    A

I don't wish I were in a different life,
Or pick my friends by their popularity,
I will not change my looks for people to like me,
Or make fun of people who are different.
I won't become something I'm not,
I won't push my life aside and follow yours,
for I am myself and no one else.
Do you know why?
Because I know right from wrong,
and choose to do right,
I choose to be me.

How to Draw Realistic Eyes

Draw 3 circles.

Lighty sketch the to lid.

Draw the lower tip.

Draw a curved line above the top tip.

fix things up a bit and add the tear duct on the left sideof the eye

Put some shadow into the tear duct by hatching a few lines. Darken in the pupil (the inner circle) and darken the outline of the circle that surrounds it.

draw lines in the iris (the area around the dark circle (pupil). They are sort of like spirograph lines … like just making twisty lines. Hatch some lines for shadows under the top lid.

Draw the lashes.

Now use a really good eraser to erase 2 highlights in the pupil / iris. If you did this with marker or pen or paint, then get some white paint and paint in the highlight.

source: polyvore

Dont you want to dress up and stuff like other girls?

".............who wore worn-out clothes all the time at first and had bad luck. Inthe end had become more beautiful than anyone and most loved by everyone. living happily with the prince, (princess) stories were my favorite. Someday, i want to like the princesses in my story. it was my childhood dream."

BUT.....

 When youre growing up, you find out that you cant become 'beautiful' for free...

Skip beat

We were just Kids In Love♥

Lagu lamaaaa

I look back to the one and only summer time

And my girl was the envy of every friends of mine

She slept safely in my arms

We were so young and invincible

Closed lips, she was never one to kiss and tell

Those trips in the summer never went so well

Young love is such dumb love

Call it what you want it was still enough

And still out of my reach

And still all of the things

That I want in my life

How could I ask you to leave me?

And we were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us apart?

Our breath smelled of cigarettes and alcohol

We'd walk down the beach counting every star

Our hearts beat inside our chest

Leaving us gasping for every breath

Her smile with the wind blowing through her hair

Was so contagious in the air

So satisfying and I'm still smiling

And still out of my reach

And still all of the things

That I want in my life

How could I ask you to leave me?

And we were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us apart?

We're falling down, can we pick up the pieces?

We're at an all time low, how do we get it back?

We're falling down, can we pick up the pieces?

We're falling down, can we pick up the pieces now?

And we were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us....

We were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us apart?

We were just kids in love

The summer was full of mistakes we wouldn't learn from

The first kiss stole the breath from my lips

Why did the last one tear us apart?

So, I think its about falling in love and not wanting it to ever end, but you know it has to, and when it gets to that point, this is that song.

LOVE THEM!

Finally...

Setelah sekian lama, akhirnya kembali juga.
Sebenernya, juga udah lupa ini e-mail sama passwordnya apaan, tapi tadi iseng-iseng aja buka-buka blog yang dulu, eh ketemu yang ini dan ada e-mailnya, ya udah langsung aja log in.
udah nyoba semua password gak bisa juga. akhirnya change password deh. huehehehehe
ternyata, ini blog dari tahun 2010. Heran juga kenapa gak dari dulu aja ya ganti passwordnya. bodong
Dan ternyata, isinya blog ini dulu absurb banget. gak jelas apaan. curhat enggak, ngepost yang keren juga nggak. malah ngepost tentang.......aaargh gak penting banget pokoknya.Mungkin karna dulu masih gak punya malu kali ya.
karna sekarang punya malu, post yang dulu-dulu itu hapus deh semuanyaaaa.